May Angels Lead You Here. by JustTheGirlNextDoor

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[[Okay. The chapter numbers are in French. So this is Chapter one! Another thing, I own a few things but most DEFFINATLEY not Inuyasha. I wish I did but I don't. =[ ]]

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Why me? Dear God! Why am I "blessed" with this power? With these. . these. . . THINGS?! I kneel here by the river thinking to myself over and over again. I looked at my hands and sighed. I looked at my reflection in the water. I saw small white and light red tipped wings protruding from my back. I, Kagome Anara Higurashi, looked like a freak. No one wants a freak. Not even my friends.

I moaned softly, wrapping my arms around my chest, and sobbing softly. I looked down at the water, watching my tear-stained face as I recalled how I found these abominations and why I was all a lone.

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I walked down the dirt road, Sango and Miroku walking beside me, holding hands and whispering softly. Sango and Miroku decided to get married three days after Naraku was purified and killed. Sango now had a visible bulge in her stomach. She was about four or five months along. Miroku desperately wanted a male and as usual, Sango wanted a little girl. Inuyasha was up ahead with Kikyou next to him. A very ALIVE Kikyou. Sesshoumaru had helped us defeat Naraku and he decided he would help the damn hanyou.

I snorted and looked away at the couple. I can't believe that he would do that. After everything she did. He still wants to be with her.

"Ms. Kagome?"

I looked down, shaking my head slightly. I saw Rin right up beside me. I smiled and picked her up, spinning her around as we walked. I rubbed her nose with my nose and giggled as she laughed in my arms. "What did you want, Rin hunny?"

"Well, Rin was wondering if you would sing to Rin and Shippo tonight?" I smiled at the little girl as she batted her pretty little eyelashes at me. I nodded my head lightly and she screamed loudly and squirmed her way out of my arms and raced up the hill towards Jaken, Uh-Un, and Shippo, screaming, "Ms. Kagome is an angel!" I laughed softly and shook my head.

"I'm no angel."

"I beg to differ, Miko." I spun around looking around for any site of someone, but I only saw Sesshoumaru. I shook my head. He wouldn't talk to a lowly human like me. But then again, we had been talking. . .alot. Well, in my terms of him speaking, yes alot. I shook my head sharply and huffed. No way.

About twenty minutes later, an overprotective Miroku shouted that it was time to rest. No one really fought with him about it. Everyone seemed to have someone. Expect me and Sesshoumaru, but he was so cold, calculating, and goddamn sexy. My eyes widened visibly and I blinked sharply. Did I seriously just think about that? Oh my god. I gotta stop listening to Miroku.

"Kagome?" Two sweet, tired little voices sounded in chorus. I looked down and saw Shippo and Rin at my feet. I smiled and stood up, lying out the sleeping bag designated for the children, Jaken, Kirara, and Uh-Un. It was a rather large sleeping bag, designed for eight people.

The children, Uh-Un, and Kirara all snuggled together and smiled up at me. I smiled and looked at them. "Which song would you like? 'When Angels Fly Away' or 'Evil Angel'?" I asked softly. The two children smiled and nodded to each other.

"Make one up!" They sang in chorus.

I was stunned. I hadn't made up a song since I was probably fourteen. That was four long years ago. I looked at the stars and closed my eyes. The night, full moon, stars shinning brightly, always brought me such peace.

I looked around and saw everyone looking towards me. I smiled, even Sesshoumaru was looking. They all loved it when I sang. They said it was comforting. I closed my eyes again and started to hum softly.

[[okay. First off, I do not own any of these songs. This is from the novel Princess AI called 'Suicide Ride']]

Too many voices

None of them mine

They're far too loud

To hear my pain inside

If I could leave this world

Leave it all behind

Would they all shut up

And watch my Suicide. . . Ride?

I looked back up at everyone and saw them staring, but as if I had a third head or something. I slowly looked around and saw Sesshoumaru smirking as if he had said something and was right.

"What?" I asked softly.

"You have wings, my dear." Sesshoumaru stated smartly, hearing for the first time some sort of emotion in his voice. I glanced over my shoulder and saw wings. Flapping lightly, bright white wings with blood red tips. I screamed and got up running from the group.

No one followed me.

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I stared at myself and I attempted to ripp the feather out of my wings.

"No one wants a freak like me. Why do I have them?! I hate them! They make me feel stupid." I sobbed softly and started to rip the feathers from the skeleton of her wings. I saw blood pour from the place where my feathers were. Blood poured from my eyes too.

I looked at my hands and saw blood. I wiped my eyes and saw the blood. I dove into the lake. What the hell am I?

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