Burning by fanfictiongeek36

Love Again?

I hated it, everything. Why couldn't I be someone else? How come I had to be stuck in this life? Everything is so unclear right now. This life, why is it mine?

I sighed as I sat on by bed again. Today was another bad day. 'Why won't he stop? It's like he's in my mind all of the time.' I thought to myself as I lay down on my bed and softly closed my eyes. He had hurt me too much in the past. I didn't, no; I couldn't let him to continue doing this.

*~*Flashback*~*

"InuYasha! Will you please read this?!" I yelled breathlessly as I caught up to him. He didn't turn around, nor did his ears flinch. He just continued to walk. "InuYasha!" I yelled once again trying to catch his attention.

"What?" he said as he barely turned to look at me. I couldn't see any emotion in his eyes. Nothing at all.

"I wrote this poem for you in class, I just wanted you to read it." I said as I pulled off a grin.

"Feh." He responded and shoved the poem out of his face. "I don't have time for such petty things."

Resisting from crying, I turned away from him. 'Why, why can't he understand?' I pondered in my head as I continued looking away.

"Why can't you understand InuYasha?" I squeaked out barely about to burst in tears.

"Understand what? This shit?" he asked as he pulled the poem back out of my hands.

"No InuYasha, not the poem." I said as a tear fell from my face. I had quickly pushed it away before he could catch me crying.

"Then what the hell are you talking about?" He yelled into my ear as he ripped the poem up into graffiti.

"You're such a jerk!" I yelled at him as I let my tears run on my face. "You're such an arrogant pig headed jerk!"

InuYasha looked at me. He must have noticed I was crying, why else would he have a look of sympathy on his face? "K-Kagome." He said and reached out to touch my face. I flinched at his touch; he hadn't touched my face in three months.

"Stop it." I said and pulled away from him in fear.

"Kagome, wait." He said as he tugged on my backpack.

"What?" I said, angry at him.

"I-I-I'm sorry." He whispered.

I shook my head to clear my thoughts then walked away from him.

*~*End of Flashback*~*

"InuYasha." I murmured before I drifted off to sleep.

*~*The Next Day*~*

"Hey, Kagome." InuYasha said as he approached me with something in his hands.

"Yeah?" I asked as I inspected what was in his hands, I couldn't quite make out what it was.

"About yesterday...I think I understand." He said. I raised a questioning eyebrow at him.

"Understand what?" I asked. He dropped what was in his grasp and pulled me closer to him. "W-w-what are you doing?" I was completely embarrassed by his advancements and pulled away from him.

"Kagome, when I broke up with you, I regretted every second of it." InuYasha said as he continued to near me. "Please take me back."

I stood at him in awe for a few seconds. "Give me one good reason." I said as I crossed my arms over my chest, trying to look mean and angry.

"I love you." He said as his lips grazed over mine. That wonderful feeling of his lips on mine had made me want to say 'I love you too' and everything would be okay. Yet I knew it wouldn't. Not with InuYasha.

"I-I don't know what to say..." I trailed off as he looked at me with eager eyes. "I'll give you my answer tomorrow." As I heard him sigh, he walked off leaving me.

Suddenly I looked on the cement ground. "Hey Inu" I stopped. 'I'll just take it for myself!' I thought happily as I picked up the bowl and pulled off the aluminum foil. "Ooooo! No baked cookies!" I said as I stuffed every last one of them in my mouth.

*~*After School*~*

"Should I?" I thought aloud as I made my bed with the new sheets my mom had given me. I started to think back to the way he had treated me the last time we went out.

*~*Flashback*~*

"Damn you Kagome." He yelled right into my face as his rough hand met with my face. I grabbed my face in horror at what he had done.

"I-I-InuYasha..." I murmured and turned my cheek. He did it again. He hit me.

"What the fuck is up you!" he yelled as I continued to scream. No one had heard me. I was all alone.

"Stop!" I yelled above his voice. "I hate you InuYasha. I don't ever want to see you again." With that said, I turned away. I left him.

*~*End Of Flashback*~*

'Maybe things won't be that way this time. Maybe they'll be different.' I thought to myself as I lay down on the fresh new sheets. My eyes closed as I had drifted off into a long sleep.

*~*The Next Day*~*

"Sooooo..." InuYasha said as he approached me with little sparkles in his eyes.

"Uh..." I said trying to find the right thing to tell him. "If you promise that things won't be like they were before..." My head hung low as I felt his eyes on me.

"Kag...I promise." He said as he pulled me into a hug.

'I sure hope you do.' I thought to myself as I tried to shove horrible memories away.