Coming Home by presiosa

Chapter 1:

Fuck fuck fuckedy fuck fuck! What the hell was she supposed to do? Twenty-Five year old Kagome Elena James was afraid. Well maybe not afraid, in all actuality she was terrified. Not to mention very very screwed. The love of her life who had abandoned her after telling her he loved her was coming back and she didn't know how to feel about it (well besides being scared shitless and more than a little pissed). Mr. Sesshoumaru -I'mbetterthanyouare- Jameson was coming home and not only did she have to eventually face him but she was also going to have to work for the prick too. And she, being the loser that she was, was by no means ready to confront said man.

Their families had known each other and had been friends since forever and a day, or so it felt. So she'd been around him and his younger brother Inuyasha since her birth. Inuyasha was only a few months older than her while Sesshoumaru was three years her senior. But although her and Inu were usually forced to play together she would constantly follow Sesshoumaru around screaming for her beloved Fluffy-poo. She remembered him as always being a rather prideful person, keeping to himself, having little friends, turning down girls, and just not caring what others felt or thought about him. In the beginning he had barely seemed to tolerate her presence rarely giving her the time of day. But even though, she was always drawn to him. His behavior towards her had changed though, with the abrupt loss of her older brother Shippo and her father.

She had only been nine years old when her and her very pregnant mother had received word of the car accident. Having been very close to her brother and of course her father, she'd taken the news very hard. Not to mention her mother had gone into labor nearly losing the baby boy (who later would be called Souta and definately not baby boy). So she'd very subtly withdrawn from those around her, locking herself away from others. She would spend hours a day in her room staring off into space just wondering why it had to happen. She was no longer the totally cheerful full of life little girl she once was, instead she had become a shell of what she'd once been. But he'd somehow gotten her to come out and smile again, becoming very protective of her in the process. After all, she knew he at least partially understood how she felt being that he and Inuyasha had lost their mother at rather young ages too, due to lung cancer from her being a terrible chain smoker throughout her life.

They'd become inseparable always confiding in one another. While he'd treated her like a little sister she'd fallen in love with him, but she didn't figure that out until after her fifteenth birthday. She'd spotted him one afternoon after school kissing a girl by the name of Kagura Miasma daughter of Naraku Miasma a very wealthy business man. She'd run home crying with a broken heart and avoided him for weeks afterwards ignoring all his phone calls and his attempted visits. She knew he hadn't known what was wrong but she just couldn't face him. Eventually she did though, giving him no explanation as to what had occurred. Deciding it was better to not mope around and wait for him and figuring he'd never see her as more than a sister, she started dating.

She went on dates which usually had led to arguments between him and her, not really understanding why he would get angry, she would usually just brush it off thinking he was just being moody. It wasn't until after her eighteenth birthday when their relationship had finally changed into more. He'd seemed really upset about her going out this time especially since the guy happened to be one of his friends and a known playboy. But she'd trusted him, having known him nearly as long as Sesshoumaru and being good friends with him too. Although Miroku tended to have wondering hands, he was still a good guy.

She couldn't exactly remember how it had happened one minute Miroku had been telling her good night after their date and the next he was on her and kissing her like a mofo. When she remembered him being suddenly gone. She'd opened her eyes slowly only to be staring into the angriest golden eyes she'd ever seen. Looking past Sesshoumaru for Miroku she found him on the ground sitting there with a smug look on his face (later she'd find out he'd mostly kissed her because he'd seen Sesshoumaru approaching and thought it was time Sesshy got a clue and only partly because he got to cop a feel). Sesshoumaru had dragged her inside of her home ignoring the looks her family was giving them and taken them upstairs into her bedroom locking the door behind them.

He'd told her in a chill-inducing calm voice he'd come to apologize for their fight earlier and wanted to know what she'd thought she'd been doing out there and she had yelled and screamed at him that it was none of his business and he'd stood there as calm as ever. That had only angered her more and she'd tried to hit. Finally he'd had enough.and he'd kissed her like she'd never been kissed before (and she'd been kissed quite a few times). But she'd pushed him away whispering about Kagura, he'd been confused, so she'd told him about what she'd seen those years before and having seen her always around him that she thought that they were together. He'd said that yes he had kissed her, and that they did date for a while but in the end he'd left her knowing she wasn't the one he loved and that when in all actuality it was Kagome all along so he and Kagura had only remained friends. And he hadn't dated anyone since.

Soon after this incident they'd started to see each other and quickly became intimate in a more physical sense (which was a first for both of them). After two years of being together as much as humanly possible they received news that would be the end of their relationship. Sesshoumaru was being sent away to run the family business in another city. She figured she'd more than likely just leave with him, but out of the blue he'd told her they couldn't see each other anymore and that he'd always love her but he didn't know if he'd ever come back and that he wanted her to stay with her family. Then the next day he was gone.

The first year she'd tried and tried to reach him even flying to see him but in the end she had only been turned away. So she gave up and after two more years of being alone and finally believing he'd moved on (or so she'd heard), she decided she needed to too. During those three years Inuyasha had been her crutch and though they'd never been close before they'd grown close over that time period. They started seeing each other after around the end of the third year of Sesshoumaru's absence. Their relationship did eventually get physical but never did she truly love him. After nine months of pretending he meant more to her than he really did, she'd broken up with him but they had still remained close friends.

During the time her and Inuyasha had started to see each other she'd gotten a job with Inuyasha's and Sesshoumaru's father as his secretary. And now after five years of having him gone she'd gotten word that Sesshoumaru was finally returning to help run the company here. And his father had decided that since they were once close, who better to be his personal secretary than her (though she felt like there was more to it than that).

So here she was, just sitting here in her lovely little desk just a-waiting away for the jerk to arrive. Any minute now the asshole was about to pop out of the damn door and she still didn't know what the fuck she was going to do.

AN: Well there you go it's the fist chapter and once again I apologize ahead of time for any mistakes. Don't know if I'll continue or not so please review and let me know what you think. BTW does anyone know what's sesshy's dad's name? just wonering.