Making It Right by dragonsorceress

Making It Right

Making It Right

By: Dragonsorceress

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Inuyasha characters.

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Chapter one: Making It Right

She knew that it was only suppose to be just an arranged marriage but she never imagined it to be so hard. She found it hard to be around him. He seemed to hate her. Kagome sighed at her predicament. The only thing that kept her from running away was her families honor. Oh how badly she wanted to get away from him, but couldn't. The only thing that he saw her as was his powerful demoness. Yes that's it, his possession and nothing more. Well besides the fact that she was to produce him an heir; which she hadn't done. It never failed; every time that she went into heat he would rape her, well that's how it felt to her. He not once showed her any passion or for that matter, any sigh that he cared for her. To make matters worse, she was in heat at this very moment. 'Damn' Kagome thought.

Sesshoumaru was in the eastern lands; he had been invited to a ball. Something had been bothering him all day; he had yet to figure it out. His father had come too, along with his mother. Sesshoumaru's parents were talking to his mate's parents; the Lord and Lady of the Eastern Lands. Since Sesshoumaru now had a mate, he became the Lord of the Western Lands. He had a couple female demons following him; he had just screwed them. But now he wanted to go home and see his mate. Yes, he did care for her but he did not show it because to him it was a weakness to show affection. At midnight they were due to leave and he couldn't wait. He danced with a few of his concubines, just to pass time. The Lord of the eastern lands approached him.

"How are you and my daughter fairing?" he asked.

"She has yet to complain. She actually seems quite happy." Sesshoumaru stated this, for that is what he believed. He did not know that Kagome was good at hiding behind smiles and cheerful comments.

Sesshoumaru was finally at home. Then a familiar scent reached his nose. He inhaled deeply and his eyes bled red with lust. 'So that is what has been bothering me. Well let's go fix the problem, shall we.' He thought darkly. Without second thought, raced towards the scent.

Kagome had heard him throw open the door but she didn't move. She knew what was coming and knew that she couldn't escape it. She heard the door slam. Then she felt his iron grip on her arm as he flung her against the wall. He placed one arm one the wall, on her right and left; effectively trapping her. She looked into her lord's blood shot eyes and visibly pressed herself against the wall. "MINE" that was all he said before ripping off her clothes bring himself between her legs. She decided to struggle but only earned a snarl from him. She snarled back, showing her fangs and showing that she did not like what he was doing. He didn't care nor did he stop. He plunged inside her, not at all being gentle. He had to hold her by the wrist to keep her from clawing him. His forceful thrusting movements caused her back to repeatedly hit the wall behind her; that is one thing that she would be bruised from. Kagome hissed as he became more rough. The grip on her wrist became more painful as well. He howled when his climax came. Then he slid out of her bit her neck, hard, and let her drop to the floor as he took his leave. She winced as he slammed the door shut.

Kagome managed to standup and walk to the baths. She opened the door to the bath and welcomed the steam that erupted in her face. She sighed as she peeled off what was left of her kimono. She submerged herself in the water completely before just letting her head stay above the water. She resented the fact that tears began to fall from violet-blue eyes. 'Why am I crying? Why?' She didn't know.

Sango, her servant and best friend, entered the room. She felt sorry for her mistress. She always did this after Sesshoumaru had rutted with her. With a sigh she headed over to her friend. "Kagome what is wrong?" Sango asked, knowing the answer.

"I have had it. I can't and won't take any more. I refuse to. He can have his damn title and his whores, I don't care any more. I want to hate him so much but I can't. I just can't. Some part of me still wants to love him." Kagome was speaking incoherently.

"What?" Sango was confused.

"I'm leaving Sango. My family can still have their honor and their alliance. And he can keep his benefits, but I am going to leave. He'll be better off and much happier." She didn't give Sango a chance to recover from her shock. Kagome quickly grabbed a black kimono, put it on, and then ran out from the bath; there was a door that led to the outside.

'Great! It has to be pouring.' Kagome thought as she noticed that her kimono only came up to mid thigh. Kagome managed to jump the wall, without being noticed by the guards. She was running as fast as her demon speed would allow. Her rushing blood is what kept her warm. She was drenched to the bone and her wet clothes slowed her but only a little. She needed to get away and go anywhere. Anywhere but the castle of the east lands. She finally stopped when her legs refused to work any longer. Kagome dropped to her knees and began sobbing. Her body started to shake from the cold. She hugged herself tightly. 'Duh Kagome.' She berated herself for not thinking of it earlier. Kagome focused on her energy and felt her eyes bleed red. Then she gracefully transformed into her true form; a giant black inu. The giant dog then curled up and placed her tail over her nose and as best a dog can, she cried; whimpered.

Inutaisho had heard the conversation between Sango and Kagome and he felt bad; for her. She was unhappy and he didn't notice. Now she was gone for who knows how long. 'So she loves him and he won't admit that he loves her.' Inutaisho though. He had better talk with him. Inutaisho knew that his son would not be happy. He found his son in the study with one of his concubines hanging on his arm. Sesshoumaru looked up at his father and knew that bad news was coming.

"Sesshoumaru we need to talk. Alone." Inutaisho's voice was firm.

"Leave!" Sesshoumaru was talking to the female next to him. He then looked at his father, waiting.

"She has left."

"Who?"

"Kagome, you mate." He saw his son's expression become enraged.

"What? Why?" His eyes were on the verge of becoming red.

"She said that you would be better off without her, happier. Also that you don't care for her. She said that you wouldn't miss her because you have your concubines to fill in her place. She said that she wishes that she could hate you but can't." Inutaisho answered.

"And she told you this." Sesshoumaru was pissed, to say the least.

"I over heard her talking to her servant."

"Where is she?"

"I don't know."

"How could you not know?"

"Why do you care my son?"

"I don't!"

"Then why do you want to know where she is?"

"So that I can teach her to never run away again."

"My son that is why she left. If all you are going to do is abuse her, then you don't deserve her." Inutaisho turned around and began to walk away.

"Please, where is she?" Sesshoumaru's voice was pleading.

"Don't ask if you don't care."

"I do care. Please tell me." His gaze didn't waver. Inutaisho saw the desperation in his eyes and decided to give him one last chance.

"All I know is that she exited from the bathing room. Any more and you guess is as good as mine." He then left the room.

Sesshoumaru had been searching for over an hour in the chilling rain but to no avail. His heart ached. He just now realized how much she meant to him. He was constantly berating himself for treating her so badly. He lost control of the beast within and changed into a giant white dog. As he stood on all fours. His head shot skyward as a heart wrenching howl erupted from his throat; he was calling to her, begging for her forgiveness.

Kagome had heard his call and knew that he plea for forgiveness, but she remained silent. It came again and this time she had to fight the urge to respond. Her heart broke at the sound of his sorrowful call. The sound of him running in her direction could be heard and she froze when he came into view. He came up to stand in front of her, but he didn't see her in the shadows of the night; nor could he smell her due to the rain. He let out another howl and she winced. His call was cut short because he heard movement near his feet. He looked down and saw a giant wet, black dog. He bent his head down so they could touch noses but she let out the most vicious snarl he ever heard. She also backed up a little. He moved closer only to have her snap at him. He had no choice; he first would have to subdue her. He came up quickly and easily got her on her back. His jaws at her throat. She started changing back and so did he. He still was on top of her when he began to talk.

"Why did you leave?" he asked keeping his voice calm.

"Get off me and I will tell you." She growled. He gave her a suspicious look but complied. She stood then spoke. "I left because I couldn't live with you anymore. I can't. You don't care for me and you show more compassion for the whores that follow you. When you do come to me, you rape me. There is no love, no passion, no nothing but hate and disgust. I know that you are my lord. I know that. You don't need to prove it to me every time I am in heat." She broke down crying, shivering from the cold and her words. He just stared at her in shock. Had she really believed that he hated her? Of course she did. He walked up to her and embraced her. "I couldn't admit my feelings because of my arrogance and I didn't realize how much you meant to me until I found out that you left." There was no lie behind his words, only truth. Kagome wrapped her arms around him. Then with his hand, he tilted her head up and captured her soft lips with a kiss. The kiss was unbelievably intense but it also held all his passion, love, and desperation for her. She was surprised but quickly gave in. he picked her up and wrapped her legs around his waist. He pressed her back against a nearby tree and that night; make love to her in the rain. She had forgiven him.

Within the next week, Sesshoumaru found out that she was pregnant. He had been proud of that fact. Just for her, he had gotten rid of all his concubines. He had spent even more time with her fixing his mistakes and making it right.

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Hope that you like. I stayed up later writing it. Anyway bye.