Three Memories: The Trilogy by Demon Tenshi

Three Memories: The First Love: CH 1: Confused Reactions

Demon Tenshi: Hey!! Well...this story is actually revised by me, coz when I started this out I was just fooling around, but now I'm serious...so here ya go!!

Disclaimer: Hey I don't own Inuyasha and this is just a fan fiction!!!

A lone figure of a woman sat down on the lip of the well. This was where it all had started. Where she met the hanyou boy, who now she love more than the world. She would give anything for him; this is why she is doing this. And she knows that her heart only aches because of how she loves him so much. In some ways she knows that this time, even if she tries to go home, no one especially the hanyou will bother say anything to stop her.

It hurt, knowing that someone you love so dearly would rather be with someone else. But then, when she thinks about it, she only hurts because she loves him. After many years of suppressing tears, she was getting good at it, but she couldn't help but feel the very knives that would stab her heart every time she would think about him.

Years have passed, she had grown, but her heart stayed in one boy. Every memory has been with her all the way, every lesson and every mistake that also stayed with it. Yet, she wants to keep all of those memories, even if they hurt. Yes, she was a fool, but she also saw herself as a fool of love. She was under the spell, the ancient spell that many would wish not to fall to. But she had fallen years ago and could not snap out of it.

Kagome could just imagine it now, the hanyou she love so dearly and in every way, kissing her incarnation. He never saw her for what she was worth, but she knew it was her fault. It wasn't his fault that she was just a reincarnation. But what she couldn't take is that, after more than two years, she still craves to be touch by him. To hear him say the words, she have heard him say to her incarnation. And she felt so alone... Like she was now. To be alone is what she really hated. But even if it hurts her, she knows she is not the one he will prefer to be with.

'It wasn't meant to be, I love him... But seeing as it has been more than two years, I have to let go. I never had him.' Tears start to follow her thoughts, as she remembered what her mother had said to her in the past.

Kagome sat on the couch watching TV. It was one of her favourite Anime shows. She knew that she had better things to do, like be with Inuyasha, hunt for the shards and all that. But she just wanted to annoy him like hell by being here and she was enjoying her little vacation, even as by the minutes past she could sense that Inuyasha's body has already risen from the well.

"Kagome!!, Dear, Inuyasha is here!" The sweet voice of her mothers rang inside Kagome's ears, as she stood up and walk up to her room, knowing that the hanyou boy would be there, waiting and is probably getting all of his best ideas to scream at her.

As soon as Kagome's foot stepped on one of the stairs, she saw the sad smile of her mother. "What is, mother?" She asked, wondering why her mom was giving her such a smile.

"Tell me, what made you go back to this time again?" Her mother asked, as if she knew the answer. Kagome bowed her head slightly, not wanting her mom to see the sad looks of her eyes. She knew that her mother did know the answer to her question.

"Why, ask?"

"Love..." Her mother breathes out the word. "Loving someone, Kagome is a precious thing, but you know... You cannot live like this, always expecting that, that one-day would come. That the little hanyou would love you... Maybe it will come. But you cannot get yourself so beat up over it." Her mom said the words low, knowing that the hanyou boy would be able to hear if she said it too loud. "Love him, care for him, protect him, but don't need him... It has been more than two years, you're turning 18 soon and you have become a beautiful young woman. Even if it hurts, treasure the time you had with him... Don't forget him... Just let him be free." The mother went closer to her daughter. "Know that, this is not your only chance. If it's not meant to be... Then, the memories you have had together...that will be enough, Kagome." Her mother reached and embraces her daughter.

She knew her mother's words to be true. She had beaten up herself over him, and after that day, she couldn't help but feel refreshed. Yes, she had shed many tears as she faced the simple fact that after more than two years, the hanyou boy still could not see her as something more. But deep inside she also thought that maybe... The way he looked at her, the way he cared so much about her protection. Those were the things that always gave her hope that maybe...he would want to be her one day. But the simple fact was, as a tear slid down her right cheek. If after more than two years, she was still not with him... Then she should just let him free.

As Kagome prepared to fall down in the well, her back facing the hole to a new world, she rested both of her hands on her chest. She would let it all out now, her love, her foolish dream to be with him - she would never again say in her mind or her heart, she let it all out. 'I love you...' Tears ran down the sides of her cheeks, as she closed her eyes and prepared to be engulfing by the light.

For when she returns...she would set herself in new goals.

Inuyasha was going to see Kikyou today. He didn't want to leave Kagome all alone, but he knows he has to choose; he couldn't stand hurting Kagome's feelings anymore. 'Stupid wench, why does she like me anyway? I mean I have been really mean to her, yet she still stands up to me. Does she like getting her feelings hurt?' As he walked he thought of the past adventures he had with Kagome. 'All of my adventures with her has not been all-bad. I can't stand her not being around me. That's it I have to tell Kikyou the truth, I have to tell her!!!'

"I have to tell her!!!" Inuyasha didn't realize that he said those words out loud and someone had heard him.

"Tell who what?" A young man said, he had the same long silver hair like Inuyasha, yet his voice was deeper, maturer and silkier.

"Sesshoumaru!!! What are you doing here you bastard!!!" Shouted Inuyasha.

"Calm down little brother, I just wanted to know where Naraku was."

"Like I know!!" Inuyasha screamed.

"I see...so which one are you choosing?" Sesshoumaru asked, his face indifferent as always.

"Why the hell would you care?!!" Inuyasha step forward with wonder.

"The simple fact is, I do not. This Sesshoumaru just saw her a few moments ago and I wonder, how did she disappear in the well?" Sesshoumaru looked over at Inuyasha, from head to toe.

"She went home and she was sad..." Inuyasha look down, trying to hide his sadness.

"Poor little brother..." he said mockingly. "...Can't keep both of those two wenches at the same time I see..." Sesshoumaru mocked his half brother. He still didn't like the little disgrace, but as the years pass he saw that maybe the hanyou wasn't as bad as he thought he was. He knew that the hanyou had become stronger, so as kind as he had tried to be, he let himself accept that the hanyou was alive and that the only thing he could do about it, was to kill the little disgraced.

"Look just leave me alone!!" Inuyasha gave him a somewhat angry look. "Why the hell were you looking at Kagome anyway!?" If Sesshoumaru had any emotion, he certainly did not show it, his face remained stoic.

Sesshoumaru let a frown cross his face. "Little brother," he said mockingly, his voice full of threats, no one was allowed to show such disrespect, specially not to him. "This Sesshoumaru does not need to explain his actions, to a nothing."

Inuyasha's eyes twicthed. "Well...OLDER brother, to the answer to your 'excuses' Kagome is the only person that have ever made me really happy and I have chosen to choose her!!!" Inuyasha had made up his mind he couldn't think of any life without HIS Kagome.

"I do not care for your little drama, you still are nothing. Even a human would not touch such as you." Sesshoumaru smiled mockingly at Inuyasha. "I, Sesshoumaru, have no time for this...I am going to leave since you are still nothing but a worthless half breed, after all." Inuyasha look at his older fly off puzzled 'Why were you watching Kagome'. What Inuyasha didn't realize was that Kikyou had arrived.

Kikyou came running to Inuyasha to give him a hug from behind. Inuyasha saw this and move away. Kikyou look at him in confusion. "What wrong Inuyasha?" she asked.

He knew what he had to do, he knew that this was his chance. For he could not let anymore tears of Kagome's to be shed over him. "I.... I.... I have to...choose...don't I??" Said Inuyasha.

Kikyou smiled at the hanyou who was now looking very troubled. She knew that this would happen soon, and she knew what the answer would be. He would of course choose her over that reincarnation of hers, it was simply because she was the real thing and she knew that he rather would have her. She was more beautiful, but Kikyou couldn't hide the fact that, her reincarnation had become more beautiful than her. But still she fought the idea and decided that Inuyasha would choose her because she is the real thing.

"Kikyou I care about you...and I want.... you.... to be happy...b..." Kikyou interrupted Inuyasha.

"Say no more, my love.... I know you would come to your senses.." Kikyou suddenly gave him a kiss, which the hanyou tried to dodge.

'What!!!! You're not the one I choose!!!' Inuyasha thoughts were about to explode. Kikyou push him gently away and run off saying "I have to go Inuyasha I promise that I will visit you. ok?" Kikyou ran off, knowing that she had to meet someone soon.

Sesshoumaru walked in the forest, he could now see the shadow shape of his castle. As the long day passed by, he couldn't help but think about his brother and his brother's wench. He never really took an interest in her, she was different from most human, he would give her that, but other than that, he never actually thought about her. It was just... That time he saw her seating on the lip of the well, she looked sad. Yet, he felt as if he shouldn't pity her, like that she was stronger than that.

He was looking for Naraku's traces, but then as he walked, he felt a powerful aura. He felt this aura strong, yet this aura seemed different. It was as if this aura was sad. Since nothing never really caught his attention much, he decided to check on whatever it was.

Then he heard something, he instantly jumped on one of the top of the cherry blossom tree near the well. 'It's my stupid brother's wench.' He thought. As he stared at her, he felt it again, this time more powerful than before. To his eyes, he could see that she was having a battle inside her heart, but as she looked around, he could tell that she was remembering things. As he saw tears dropped to the side of her face, he saw her lean back and let herself be engulfed by a light.

It was different than he have ever seen and he wanted to find out what it was, but he knew that his interest should not go any deeper, but at that moment, as he had stared at her form. He couldn't help but feel...

And as he thought about it, at that time, he never really feels. Yes, he felt anger but that was all, but at that moment, at that exact time, something in his heart stretched and he felt...pity.

Those images haunted him, that after all these longs years, by just seeing her beautiful crying face, he thought that he saw something. Like a wounded creature broken to pieces. And after all these long years, of being the stoic Taiyoukai of the West, he actually felt something and it made him feel...different. He was actually worried, that it might have even changed him. He knew something though... At that moment, that time, he would never forget it. He knew that he will always remember it. He hated it yet - he felt it. He felt her power, her emotions, her pain and her love. Those feelings...were they true?

As the gates opened he saw Rin running up to him. "Sesshoumaru sama!!! Rin misses Sesshoumaru sama!! Has Sesshoumaru sama brought anything for Rin?" Rin asked in a very cute tone and run to hug him.

"Rin, this Sesshoumaru is tired, I have to go to sleep." He tried to suppress the tiredness that he could've showed. He had to get rid of those images, but he knew he couldn't.

Sesshoumaru arrived at his room and tried to sleep without the though of Kagome's face in his head.

OK.... WOW!! I actually changed some of the stuff in here!! I actually changed it a lot!!