So Yesterday by moonprincess
chp.1.Memories and Heartache
Kagome sat on her bed , thinking about what she just seen . She turned on her radio and turned it up load so the music could drown out her cries of pain and heart ache . All through her life she thought that he had loved her . She thought that he had gotten over the so called ' girl ' at school . But i guess she thought wrong. She replayed the horrible sean that was still fresh in her mind over again . She tried hard not to cry beacause of some boy who wasn't even worth her tears of pain , but she failed miserably . Suddenly the song that her favorite band played came on . She sang along with it and thought how strangely it could relate to her life.
Do you ever feel like breaking down ?
Do you ever feel out of place ?
Like some how you just don't belong and no one
under-stands you .
Do you ever wanna run away ?
Do you lock you'r-self in you'r room ?
With the radio on turned up so loud that no one
hears you screaming.
No you don't what it's like , when nothing feels
alright .
You don'y know what it's like to be like me .
To be hurt . To feel lost To be left out inthe dark.
To be kicked when you'r down to feel like you've
been pushed around.
To be on the edge of breaking down when no ones
there to save you.
no you don't know what it's like.
Welcome to my life .
Kagome sang along with the song with her whole heart reflecting the happenings in her life . All the heart-ache , all the torment , and all the beatings that she had received fom her father for no such reason . She reflected on all of it .
Do you wanna be some-body else ?
Are you sick of feeling so left out ?
Are you desperate to find something more
before you'r life is over.
Are you stuck in a world you hate ?
Are you sick of every one around ?
With the big fake smiles and the stupid lies
but deep in side you'r bleeding.
No you don't know what it's like when nothing feels alright .
You don't know what it's like to be like me.
To be hurt . To feel lost . To be left out in the dark .
To be kicked . When you'r down .
To feel like you've been pushed around .
To be onthe edge of breaking down ,
when no ones there to save u .
No you don't know what it's like .
Welcome to my life..........
" Kagome , dear , are you o.k. sweetie ?"
Kagome's mom asked as she knocked softly on her
bedroom door.
" Yeah mom . Thanks. Come in though ." Kagome said as she wiped her tears and put on a cheery smile for her mother. All through Kagome's life
she never ever thought of a time when her mother wasn't there for her.
' Well i thought i'd bring you up some food for you "
'Thanks mom . You'r the best "
" Well sweetie if you ever wanna talk , I'm here "
' O.k. mom thanks again . I love you "
Kagome said to her mother as she kissed her on the fore head.
Kagome started to sing her favorite song again even though it was over.
No one ever lies straight to you'r face .
And no one ever stabbed you inthe back !
You might think i'm happy but i'm not
gonna be o.k.
Every body always gave you what you wanted.
You never had to work , it was always there
You don't know what it's like, What it's like
To feel hurt . To feel lost . To be left out inthe dark.
To be kicked when you'r down to feel like
you've been pushed around .
To be onthe edge of breaking down when no ones there to save you . No you don't know what it's like.
To feel hurt . To feel lost . To be left out inthe dark.
To be kicked when you'r down .
To feel like you've been pushed around .
To be onthe edge of breaking down when no
ones there to save you . No you don't know what it's like.
Welcome to my life .
Welcome to my life.
Welcome to my life.
Suddenly Kagome's father was at her door .
He looked like he was gonna kill her .
He suddenly charged at her and shook her violently.
" WHY ARE YOU UP HERE !! SITTING ON YOU'R LAZY ASS AGAIN I SEE !!! " He shouted as he slapped her hard onthe face leaving a good sized mark that would last a week .
" BiLL STOP !!! " Kagome's mother said as she tried too pry Kagome out of his reach but to no avail.
" WHY DO YOU ALWAYS PROTECT THIS WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT !!! " He screamed as he through Kagome onthe floor causing her to bump her head on her side table . Blood started too trickle down Kagomes fore head as she fought to keep her conciousness. No luck . Kagome passed out only with the dull memory of hearing her mother scream for her brother to call an ambulance.
Than everything went black.And she felt like her whole entire world came to an abrupt stop.
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Thank you for reading this . I tried to make it as long as i could . If you send me a review on this story please send it too " acosta_alec@yahoo.com " 'cuz i changed my e-mail address . Thanks again @ _@ .
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