Send My Love To Heaven by Kenjo

chapter 1

(Sess pov) What can I say about a girl I loved since I was ten.... that I love the way she laugh at me when I commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things and even the way she cries over silly late night dramas. Somehow I wished I could have told her that I love her but now there's no hope on doing so. For now, it's rather too late...................too late for me to do so.

She was my bestfriend, she was the only one whom I can trust with all my heart and I have known her since we were small. She knew all my secrets; she's the only person who can melt my cold façade. I love her not only because she's pretty, smart and strong but also by the way she sees life and love.

I could still remember the first time we met: I was seven years old then. It was one windy afternoon having no one to play with because Miroku the only friend I ever had, just moved when his dad was promoted and they need to transfer to a neighboring state. And so I climbed up our tree house, and I saw a moving truck coming down the street. I watched it approaching and noticed a car following it. It stopped in front of the house and out came a family. I was about to glance away when out came the loveliest girl I've ever seen. She was five years old at that time but then even an early age she was beautiful. She had long wavy black tresses, which reached almost to her waist. She had a fair skin and sky-blue eyes, which could make any man, lose his heart in to them. I continued to watch her when suddenly she looked up and saw me watching her in the tree house window. I was about to duck when she smiled and waved her hand at me. I waved back then watched in amazement as I saw her running toward the tree house. So I went to the edge of the ladder to greet her "Hello!" she said smiling at me. "Hi!" I said. "Would you like to go up here?" I asked her. "May I?" she answered back then she started climbing up and I helped her. When she reached the top she turned to me and said, "By the way my name is Kagome, What's yours?" "Sesshoumaru" I answered. "Um.... Can I call you Sess?" she asked with a tint of red in her pale cheeks. "Sure!" I said and smiled at her shyness. "I think your tree house is very neat, I like it" she said. "Thanks! Miroku and I made this. This used to be our hide out. We used to go around, play ball, and go biking together. He was my bestfriend and I kind of miss him, you know." "Don't worry, I can be your bestfriend and you can be my best friend, We could do things you do with Miroku" she said and smiled at me. "We'll that sounds good enough" I said and smiled at her, then she held out her hand and said "It's a deal then!" so that's how it started.

So we became bestfriends and it was kind of strange at first for she was a girl and there are things, which I was a little bit hesitant to indulge her like catching frogs. Swimming in the lake, and climbing trees, but then she tried and did everything just to please me. There was even a time when she fell in the bike trying to catch up with me in a race we had and I was the one who bandaged her scraped knee. I could still remember the time she hit the window of our neighbor when we were playing baseball and it was I who talked to Mr. Chambers and promised to pay for the damage, which meant having to lose a week's allowance. I remembered the time when I fell of the tree when I tried to rescue a kitten because Kagome was near to tears when she saw the little kitten trapped in a branch. I even fought with the tough guy when they teased Kagome and made her cry and I ended up having a black eye and a bruised cheek. I remembered Kagome crying as she placed an ice bag over the damage eye and later gave it a get well kiss. I did everything to please her and I gave everything her little heart desires.

The lake was our favorite spot to hangout. We had our Saturday routine. We would pack food and later eat them under the big oak tree. There was a special branch in which the two of us could sit together and tell each other's dreams. She dreams of being a ballerina and she knows my dreams of becoming a doctor. She never laughs at my dreams and pursuits even if they were quite impossible. It made me like her even more.

As years pass by, I noticed that my feelings towards her were slowly changing. Somehow, I thought it was just a simple crush case. But then, when I started thinking about her at night, dreaming of her and having the feeling of wanting to be with her all the time.

End Of Chapter 1